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Wed, 06 May 2009 22:42:20 GMT

bulldogs and boys

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:18:51 GMT

greetings from the pine barrens!!!
its nice here
I'm staying with my friends Carlos and Gian and Dozer
all of them are kinda the shit.
its a happy weekend for lots of reasons :)

contemplations

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:31:49 GMT

On this autumnal equinox many paths sprawl before me
which one shall I follow
they are so different
which one speaks to me
what will its fruition be

........I just want to be happy

if I stay in one place I lose my mind

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 00:32:16 GMT

I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

I'm a nomad again
in philly and the suburbs
I forget how happy it makes me to live out of a backpack
and fly by the seat of my pants
maybe just maybe
I'll come see you

sorry its been a while

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 17:30:50 GMT

I'm not going to flight school
I don't know what the fuck I was thinking
I wanna fly
really badly
but what I really want to do is farm
I'm a silly person...

pride and such

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 21:31:52 GMT

Friday I went to a concert on the street. Experimental jazz/hip hop... I knew everyone in the band and it was really good music.

Saturday I went to pride fest... it was great. I ran into Ellie there and went dancing and home with her.

Dad and I are fighting a lot again. he wants me to just stay home and do nothing so he never has to do anything. Half the fights we have lately are cause he's just lazy and we make plans then at the last minute he's like nah lets just stay home and watch TV. Even now, we just got home and already he's on the couch watching something stupid on TV.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:47:01 GMT

I'm wearing size thirteen basketball shoes
and laugh at your fishnets
I'm freaked out and fucked up
and I'm standing alone in an alley with you
wanting to show you a cure for your hiccups
but instead I close my eyes
the needles are numbered so I'm writing you letters
and I cannot disguise the fact that I'm nervous when we are together
and so I fantasize
that the nights will get shorter and the days will get better

Anna and her friend Emily are staying with me. I like Emily, she's cool. I have to go to work today and i was up really late last night. i usually go to bed at like 11 when I have to work the next day. I've gotten much better at sleeping and waking. I think working agrees with me... I know having my own money is nice, even though I just realized I should be putting it all away so as to afford the crazy high rents in Honolulu. idk where else to look but craigslist... but seriously 600 a month for an effing room? I was paying 215 in lancaster...... *sigh* I'm gonna have to work so much in addition to flight school. I probably will just forfeit either sleep or a social life.. I'm not sure which is more important to my mental health.

Hawaii it is then

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:20:24 GMT

I picked a school in Hawaii.

Pride fest is saturday.. i'm dressing in drag for it.

then I'm going to the movies with jenna on sunday... should be a good weekend.. its only tuesday and I'm already pumped for it

this is our decision, to live fast and die young

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 12:35:04 GMT

I gotta get outta here and start living my life instead of wishing I could do all this shit I can't. I gotta get the fuck outta high school and move somewhere better than here. somewhere with an ocean.

i fly so high

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:29:15 GMT

Dad asked me if I wanted to use my college money (I didn't even know I had college money) to go to a good flight school.

I've wanted to fly planes since I was a little girl

I literally dream about it more nights than not

I said yes of course.

I have to pick a flight school.